Oh, Oh....I'm so lazy to go to univ today. I'm afraid to meet my friends :(. Dunno why.
I don't feel like I'm belong to there, I mean FIB. My first time in there, I thought I had a freedom, yet I was trapped.
I love my close friends there. But, I HATE my major.
I hate myself too, to become a coward like this: still couldn't tell my parents.
Life is on the way~
Ah,
I just want to go out and take a walk.
I need to breath, to have my mind straight again. I need a break, before I'm break.
"now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray thee Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake,
I pray thee Lord my soul to take.
If I should live in other days,
I pray thee Lord to guide my ways."
---AMEN
Love,
LNJ
